Thanks. I feel so much better after i made my decision to move. Not much weighing the pros and con. It is almost like at the height of the affair where I just block out what H is doing but just doing what I want to do (DB).
H has been nice. It is funny because for the longest time, H likes to cut me off in the middle of what I am talking (he is the talker and I am the quiet one) and inject his opinion or switch to talking about himself. Now he actually let me finish the whole story. I am actually not used to this at all and sometimes don't know what to do or how to continue. I have to remember to give a positive feedback to him on that one.
Holiday is a busy time. I am really hoping that during this time i can post a little more on others just to give a bit support on this difficult time.
Son got me on the computer yesterday typing on this board. Hopefully he did not see the website address. He just asked me a week ago what "divorce" mean. I freaked. Then I found out he saw it on TV and truly did not know what the meaning of the word.
motto of the day: thgouht stop (which I have been not doing great and having wild ideas of what H is doing :-)
