husband has my email as well so you are welcome to have a British view of life (I will try to keep it understandable) LOL.
husband is very right, you can only change the things that you control i.e. yourself, so be selfish and make sure No.1 is OK (D3 will fit into this neatly).
You sound down at the moment and everything is twice as black when you are there, so thing of some cheerful songs; the muppets 'Manamana' Manamana
