I have been totally honest with her. And while on the outside it looks like I rushed into another relationship, we have been through some really tough times together and there is loving bond there. You are right I think I miss seeing my son everyday and I remember alot of good times with my wife also. On a subconcious level its just hard to get thru this. On the surface you wouldn't suspect any of this. I am very loving towards my gf, and respectful and caring towrads my ex. The last poster is in my opnion still harboring alot of anger. That is why he reacted the way to my post. I don't have any anger, and my wife did some crazy stuff during the seperation, I have proof I read her journal. But I forgave her for all that, I just keep thinking the she may want to come back someday...maybe I'm crazy. My gf doesn't under stand why she wanted out of the marriage, she has found letters my wife wrote to me just 2 years ago, and she doesn't understand how someone can write that and walk away if they are sincere. Relationships are all to much work, if this one doesn't workout I am out of the game. I have a passion in life my son, and my art. I definetly don't want to make the emotional investment again way to painful.
