Don't worry about things you can not change. Just go one day at a time. It's really hard to believe that about every 5 minutes our relationship with our spouses crosses our mind and it does not seem to ever cross there mind. But deep down I think it is. They may be acting like "monsters" but they are human. You know deep down inside it has to be bothering them also. Hey plays some music. Not the old they left me now I am all alone type. Some happy mood elevating music. That helps me. Also venting helps. If you keep it in your head then you will replay it over and over. If you have nobody to talk to. (Like me) then e-mail one of us. (manuelm1@comcast.net).or just rambles on here. It does help to get it out and then it kind of puts it to rest. Also sometimes when someone else hears what you are thinking they can point out a different point of view and it does not seem so bad. Take care, Smile, Enjoy the day. Just remember everyday that passes is one day closer to the conclusion H
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know