The rollercoaster is relentless. I have been more down over the last few days than for a while.
I grew up with my W realy , Known her for close on 30 yrs since I was 18 , fabulous nights parked up by the river in my Valiant car with its big bench seats listening to the radio :). Living in cheap crappy houses , I never ever doubted that she was the one person for me.( Though she was not my first love , I never had trouble attracting girls back then ) The first A a few years ago now shattered that illusion and realy turned my world upside down. I realy miss her at night , I am missing her now . But its who she used to be I miss and that person has gone and moved on. But the memories are great .
Oh yeah , I live in NZ not Aus , no snakes , stingers , crocs , realy nasty spiders that bite here
