Get Me On A Smoother Ride....Need Advice #7

[SueS]

Good evening!

Husband...Thanks for the pick me up. I'll have to keep that song in my head!!

Rob-

So, I ate (take care of my self physically), got some things caught up at work & bought a new computer game for D3, which we played tonight. I also spent some time after D3 went to bed, just relaxing watching a live webcast of my niece in her opening round of the South Dakota state volleyball tournament. I can't be there, so that was the next best thing. They won too!

H called me at work late afternoon just to check to see if daycare called. Funny that he called, as he knows darn well I'd call him if they needed me to pick her up for being sick. However, it's now almost 45 minutes past his typical time to get home. I guess I'll just go to bed and try to get some rest. If I call him, he'll just be pissed and stay out later. Not much I can do right now. I'm sure he thinks I'm sleeping anyway.

D3 has been really testing me lately. She doesn't want to go to bed by herself, as she used to. I've raised my voice a time or two, which makes me feel horrible after the fact. She's sleeping now and looks like an angel.

I got incredibly sad tonight to the point where I kept hearing myself say....I can't do this anymore. I'm not eating, I'm not sleeping well, this is killing me. Then I got angry. That's where I'm at right now is angry again. But, tomorrow is another day of goals to set and hopefully sunny skies. I'll be thinking of that song husband sent.

Have a good night.

SueS