Thanks Hope: I am going to go with the flow for the holidays. It is all in God's hands. I have to trust in him.
Not sure if H said he wanted to spend it with us because at the time he was lashing out, if he was trying to manipulate me or if he has nowhere else to go. Who knows? I am tired of trying to figure him out.
I gave him a lot to think about the other day. Maybe that pushed him back into the tunnel....maybe it was me opening my eyes to his massive amounts of cake eating. Maybe his suicide cry was a major manipulative play for him. I guess I will sit back and just wait and see how it plays out. It is out of my control.
For the life of me...he left to be with this woman...why isn't he spending thanksgiving with her?
