Thanks guys...although I do wish I was going out.

I hate the weekends that he has the kids. The downward spiral has begun.

I have plenty to do and I plan on doing it. But my heart feels heavy on these weekends and it is hard to stop the tears.

So I have to figure out a way to stop them. And I will.

Even though my heart is heavy, my brain is still functioning....so check my posts tomorrow night...cause that is what I will be doing.

Not partying with the enemy....

w8ing