What a good year this has been.....

[forever21]

Hey Nikki. I see I didn't reply to you. Anywho, THANKS! It meant a lot to read your post last night before I went to bed. I'm really trying to get back on that 'not worrying myself plan'. I know I've been reacting to H today, and need to stop and let go of this.

I guess he is effectively making me think/feel like maybe I should take his offers now or it will get ugly. I do get how he'd like to be in a house of his own, and I don't want to be the one to rob him of that. But he chose to handle things in this order. I told him he's backed himself in a corner. But I'll admit to you all that I'm fighting to not feel backed into a corner right now myself. I know better, I really do. It just makes me feel bad. I have to stay strong, and NOT enable him.