LL...hope things are looking a little brighter today...only you really know your h..all we can do here is piece what you have told us.. You mentioned a little ways back that you get down from the posts here..I used to too, then I realized that you have to take what is said here and sort it all out, try something suggested or not, but don't let it pull you in a million directions or you sure could go bonkers!!
I hope you can get some alone time to sort things out..is there any way you can get an escape for a few days..alone?
