LL, Of course it was a PA, accept it and move on. He's home, enjoy every second of it, it will do you good. He knew her before he knew you! It's over between them, they don't want to end their friendship! Should they? YES! Can they? NO!
My brother's problem with W2 is she got jealous of W1, and they have been D'd 14 years! They had 4 children together, and 9 grandchildren, how can they not be friends? Does he still love her? DUH! Does he love W2? Even more! If W2 would just accept W1, they could could have a great relationship and a strong marriage! W2's fears chased herself away from a R she could be happy with! Maybe YOU are having MLC! It's all in DR, READ IT! How many times do I have to keep telling you that?
The pain was still there this morning. I cried as I was cleaning out her desk trying to get rid of everything that reminded me of her! It's worse than death! As bad as some sit's are on this BB, it helps keep my mind off her!
I wrote a poem for my daughter to let her know how I feel, but didn't send it! I'm still not trying to do too much harm, hoping for R, even though I know it's not coming!
She ripped my heart from my chest. She continues to stab it, kick it, stomp on it, and spit on it.
The blood has been drained from my veins, the thoughts from my mind, the feelings from my brain, the senses from my whole body, the soul from my spirt.
How come then, in such a lifeless, worthless, helpless body does the pain, hurt and love still linger?
