LL, But maybe you should hit yourself in the head a few times to knock some sense into yourself!! Face it, OW will always be a part of your life, always. This is something you or H will never be able to forget! 23 years after my A, my W would question if I ever saw OW?? I would tell her I had no desire, because she was taking good care of me at home! Now that W has OG, he will always be a part of our lives, whether we get back together or not, probably not!
I'm sure you still have a place in your heart for your first boyfriend in high school, but you don't try to look him up every chance you get, do you? Accept it, OW will always be there, deal with it! Forget it! Taking care of yourself means physically AND mentally!!! Do NOT even think of hurting OW. Even if she were dead, she will ALWAYS be a part of your life, always, always, accept it!!!!!!
If your words in your posts are reflected in your actions, and I was your H, you would be chasing me away, I would want to get as far away from you as possible OW or not! You admit both H and W need improvements in a M, start yours NOW. Your moaning and groaning are forcing me to become a WAP! **
ALRT is much easier than trying to DB with that miserable, cheating, lying , bitch, and living in the same house as her trying to keep her happy, and looking the other way, while she is ripping my heart out, kicking it, stabbing it, and spitting on it while it rolls away on the ground! She has e-mailed me twice today wanting to talk! DELETE, DELETE I'm finially getting my pride back, instead of being a sniveling wimp, cooking, cleaning, walking on my tip toes, and wearing my little apron around while W is Fu***** her brains out with OG, and I'm supposed to look the other, and validate her feelings???????
