Told her how I felt yesterday, and told her that I would like to postpone the wedding until we can get the sex issue resolved. It didn't work out very well. She was depressed/sad the whole day and today, which made me feel terrible about it. Spent the whole day trying to cheer her up, finally did, then I got angry with her when I tried to initiate sex and wrecked the fragile peace we had going. Sigh. I got mad cause she hasn't really put any effort into changing since I told her yesterday. I guess I was just hoping that she would be eager to work it out. We're having the worst week we've ever had and I don't know what is going to happen with us. I can't imagine living without her, but I feel that it is a dealbreaker if I have to beg for sex once a week the rest of my life. Things are going to have to change, I just wonder if I'm obsessing/pestering too much after just breaking the news to her about the postponement.
