Quote: (DR) Work on yourself, SHOW him you love him. Make him want you!
I have never let myself go physically... even at the tail end of each pregnancy I still did my hair every day..put on make up...kept the house neat and clean...did the laundry...cooked the meals...even entertained his family the day before I was due to give birth to child #2 sure they brought the food but it was my home that people were in...I had to chase after son while they did whatever they wanted causing a disruption in my peace..and then I had to clean up after them...
h has never had to search for clean sox or underwear the most he had to do was put his stuff away...(I didn't want to invade like his mother so I left his drawers as his to go into)
I always asked h if he wanted me to cook something different..
I always asked h if he was happy...
I always tried to give h whatever he wanted...
I left notes on the mirror
I bought little gifts whenever I saw them...
I asked for sex often...(and was denied)
I asked to spend time together alone...
I asked to spend time as a family....
before son was born I worked full time and gave him my check...
I always asked before I spent more than 50$ on something even when I myself was working...
before son was born I physically labored for h at times when he didn't have the employees he does now...
I shoveled snow when I used to ride plowing with him.
I entered bills for him...
even after son was born I still made the time to enter his bills for him and then fold and stuff and mail them for him...
every time I go to the store I ask if he needs anything and if he doesn't I still manage to find a "prize" for him...
I was showing h in every friggen way possible that I love him...
it's his turn now...
I'm tired and I don't even want to think about it anymore!!
