Quote: Look, he's home! He doesn't go to his apartment, he doesn't appear to be seeing OW,
the fact that he is home offers me little consolation...he was after all home everynight whilts having his little fling with this ow...so he doesn't stay at his appartment...if he got rid of it would that be enough???
NOPE....
his entire r with ow was all during the day...during the day...during the day...while I was home lonely pregnant with dd entertaining son...I thought my h was out working hard for our family but he was managing to find the time 3 days a week to stop by this bithces house...he was still at home after I found out about her too...claimed to have ended the "friendship" we were going out once a week then (we are not doing that now) we were spending time together...yada yada yada...he was still talking to her daily and seeing her 3x a week.
he CAN afford to drop these 5 customers....he has more people wanting him to work for him than he knows what to do with...he even contracts out work because he gets so much of it...
he did have the nice thought of contracting out the lawn cutting for the street but that also is of little consolation to me cause you see...h doesn't cut the lawns his employees do...he does the extra stuff...the ferterlizing...opening of sprinkler systems, repair work, etc etc etc...and those things will still be needed at those homes....
h has dropped customers before for various reasons...I think this reason is a far better justifyable one than any other one he's come up with for letting a customer go.
I wont mention it to him...the fact that he removed her statment from the pile doesn't do much other than tell me she's still a customer...if she wasn't he would have told me so already.
the cuddling...well now I have to ask...h has stopped in the past week...the initiation of anything physical....I have initiated...
yes h still calls everyday from work...but then he always did do that so that also is of little consolation to me.
yes h participates with the kids more but that is not for me and is irrelevant because he should have been doing that all along.
I don't know what h can do to show me...I don't know...
today I would like to have mil come and stay with the kids while I go crusing the area he works in to see what he's up to...but I fear doing that because if I see something I don't want to see...his bags will be packed and that will be the end.
