it hasn't been all that long since he said it. and only a couple of weeks since my freak-out on him. it just feels like he is even more solidly gone now. I guess because I am freezing him out. even the small amount of chat we were having is just gone...he's gone. I know its self-preservation for me to go dark, I know its good for me to do it, but wow, it just feels so over now.
2008 has to be better, right?
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
