at times I feel like I am standing in a field that is surrounded by a huge dark pit...what is in that pit I do not know..is it a good pit? is it a bad and dark pit?? I am free to run about the field, danicing, singing, letting my bare feet feel the grass basking in the warmth of the sun...but when I stray near the borders of this field I am faced with the pit....
do I build a bridge?? what tools do I need to build it and do I have the skill needed to manipulate them??
do I leap over and face the possibility of not being able to return to the saftey of the field??
is the field even safe?
I lay at the edge of the field looking down into the pit...I can't see what lies beneath it's dark shield...is it a better place than the field??
how can I see into the pit?? can I get a rope and tie it to something to hoist myself down for a better view? no it is just a field and there is nothing to tie it to..h is in the field too but I do not know if he notices the pit or the land on the other side of it...I do not know if he wishes to stay in the field and ignore the pit...so I can't ask him to hold the rope...I could offer to hold the rope while he checks it out...but fear that he would not see the pit or simply see it as something to overlook and get back to the center of the field to pretend the pit isn't there.
