my thread is still screwed up on the last page...but at least I can now reply to it...
anyway...seems a change in the air...not a total distance but a distance non the less...is it me? is it him??
sat night I went out with some boston dbr's sun night I read...and then h came to see how it was going..I had started to get a little creeped out so was glad to have him disturb me... last night h arrived home to the kaos of kids...son in whine mode... after putting dd to bed I got on the glider while h watched cnn and son played a silly game... after son went to bed I read and h watched cnn..and fell asleep on the couch...I woke him when I was done but he didn't manage to get up stairs till well after I fell asleep.
I know these things mean nothing but I sensed a distance...h may just have been tired...may have been frustrated by the way son was acting...may have called ow on his way home using 411 as the medium on his cell phone so no actual # called would show...
I don't know but for now I will do my best to act as if all is well.
perhaps it is my being busy doing my own thing (reading) that is causing the problem...perhaps the problem is mine alone..
