LL, I'm the wrong guy to be giving you advice, and I've got so much to tell you about my sit, but I see that you are still in pain, so I'll wait until I get home. I'm going to wait another day (against my feelings) but S told me W came home Sunday night, so I just want her to see my empty be one more day. (I'm still wondering if I should have left the "get the hell out of my house" letter) The last time I saw her was Wednesday night while I was hugging her, but then she couldn't wait to go be with OG!
LL, you and H are really making progress, we see it, but you seem to be blind to it. You keep reminding me about all the small positive things in my sit, but throwing the phone away was a HUGE step in the right direction. H was showing you that it is really over with OW. Your H is home, many on this BB would love to be where you are right now!
Try to accept his positive ACTIONS! "Is He ACTING?" Maybe, but give it the benefit of the doubt! Take care of yourself, and start working out more, and lay off the cookies! Try not to let H see your emotions. Act "As If", be upbeat, dress nice, comb your hair, keep doing all that DB crap, and remember; 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