Need Help/ Suggestions - Part 2

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The more I let it go, the more is shown to that this may not be the path I am meant to go down. As I look at the person even before all of the trouble, I am turned away even more.

Part of me wants to go back, even now. I honestly do not think that is in the cards. Her will is to be elsewhere. All I can get out of it is time with my S. I am making the most of that and doing what I can to improve myself...