Good point L2. It's in my nature to be a planner. I'm also the type who thrives at solving problems. It's what I do for a living and I'm pretty good at it.

It's a painful process for me to sit back and wait. I'm seriously focusing on what I need to do to be happy and that is such a completely new experience I keep finding myself wandering back to how to plan the future. I'm think my brain is going to explode.