Nutcase, I don't think you are crazy. If it is MLC, and it certainly sounds like that, then it can easily take a long time to work through. Many couples do get back together, and I think more would if ONE of the parties continued to believe in their marriage. Others are 'done' after divorce, and I totally understand and respect that as well. Some of my favourite posters here [as people and for what they write] are in that group.
So why not? It is in God's hands. There is no compulsion to be in a relationship, and I am enjoying my time alone. I didn't at first. I was bereft.
You sound very composed to me, and a lot saner than many of us here!!
