sweet choc, my heart breaks to read your latest; there was such a hope in your sitch - although it was going to take big work, i just knew it would happen for you. but in a way, it already has.
you are a better choc, a man among men, and i am proud of you. i can only wish to change like you have, for the betterment of my own M. it's so easy to be selfish and memememe about the R on the 'victim' end, and i don't perceive that you have done this. i wish i could state the same.
be proud of you. God has your back, friend.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3