Could we all run away together!! I think I know how you feel..maybe..I feel like you do some days..but the only difference is your h is home..he could have stayed away..right? There is a reason he's there..maybe not just for the kids..he's not a talker..how often do you want to "talk" to him about "things"? I know before my h left, seems I kept bringing ff up..I look back and think it helped push him away..if you could tell h that once a week or once every two weeks you need to air some of your feelings...just some ideas..I keep thinking about all these things I would like to do IF h comes home. Sue
