Quote: Having said all that, I would still love to be where you are at right now...and whether your H sees OW or not any more, he's made his preference clear by coming home to you.
thanks for sharing your story rjj,
I feel no comfort in that h has made his preference clear...his preference is simply to be here with his kids and his wife doing the right thing...but even after he was home...ow said to me "it's hard enough to repair a m when your h's had an affair, but to know he's in love with someone else"
those words didn't really hurt much and I didn't give her the reaction she'd hoped..(she was trying to compliment me on my strength) in love??? that's crap...the only reason I want h to be in love with me is because it was the feeling he was seeking...
I don't feel that h has made his preference clear to me at all.
honestly I think that he would prefer to be with ow...but loves his kids and doesn't want to put them through it and loves me enough that he doesn't want to put me through it either...but his preference...ow without a doubt!!!!
so I went out food shopping but didn't bother to let h know...if he had called I would have but he didn't..I turned on my cell phone just incase..but no calls...I arrived home to find he called twice...the second time stating that he's on his way home??? gee he's on his way home at 3??? that's a switch compare to the past week??
I'm just annoyed...little things can make me happy just as easily as little things can bring me down...latley the messages have been "hey guys" today it was "hey you" "or I should say you's" that simple hey you made a whole difference to me...am I that silly???
I just want to crawl in bed and go to sleep for a year and wake to find this has all been a sick joke!!!
