Doa, your pretty new. Constantly wondering what she is thinking and reacting to it won't do you anything good. Second guessing yourself does the same thing.
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it would mean that she may
See how confusing that statement is and how you are thinking right now?
It could be that. It could be so many things.
This is called a roller coaster ride, because of ourselves. We get our hopes up; and that is the slow clickity clack of the car headed to the top of the rickety frame. Our hopes get dashed, and that is the stomach lurching fall from that very high place we put ourself.
Our hopes and dissappointments are the ups and downs on this emotional journey. Those hopes and dissappointments we placed upon someone we cannot control; our fault, our very own fault for that.
Zero your expecations, both good and bad, and this is a bumpy ride at worst.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
