feeling distance again? not liking it??

in-laws came over for dinner...h arrived after them...fil at upon arival and then off to the basement for a nap...mil ate with the kids and I..h arrived shortly thereafter and mil started talking to him about the state of the world and some traffic issues this am due to a freak with bombs in his car on the highway...felt like I was just watching their conversation...don't recall a greeting from h...h brought munchinks for son...il's left...h sitting watching cnn as is typical these days...got a call from buddie...don't know what they were talking about...h asked if I were going to sit on the couch with him...I did but it was odd...he on one end I on the other...h felt my discomfort?? asked what's up...I simply replied my head is full...h eventually handed me the remote and drifted off to sleep on the couch.

I don't know???

distance...my own mind?? is it there???

LL