h is aware of my needs and does his best to meet them...it is me who often forgets to see the forest through the trees. have to keep reminding myself..h is not me..h will not use my words but his own and realize that though the words are different they have the same meaning.
so I didn't get that hug...but I did get asked to sit on the couch and cuddle where I once again fell asleep...I have not fallen asleep on the couch with h or alone in YEARS if ever...so it says something for me and I believe it also says something to h...LL is comfortable.
so when h woke this am I offered to make another crossaint sandwich for him..he noted there was already a leftover english muffin one and took that.
h needs more socks...so I think we'll go out today and pick him up some...may grab him a few shirts too.
when h was leaving this am he let me know he was off to a dealership to drop off his truck for some repairs and then would be in the office for the day...may be in and out...the cell is on so to just alert him if I'm looking for him.
I didn't even ask so it was nice of him to offer the info.
so well I guess yesterday was not as bad as I thought it was.
to be honest I am getting a bit fearfull...it was last easter that h up and said..."i can't do this anymore" and 3 days later left...I don't see us heading in that direction again but I know I will be a bit restless about it in the comming weeks.
