just stopping by to say hi..I wish I could say something to make it all go away..all of it...if we could just wave a wand and all of us would be happy..no problems..guess that's not real life. You have done great in controlling your feelings and comments..try not to question him for a few days..I know when h was home and I seemed to wonder and question where he was, he pulled further away.None of us like to be questioned all the time..I know the trust thing is an issue...do you still go to c? They can help you sort out and deal with your issues of frustration. What are the answers?? Who knows...we just do the best we can. Sue