A new day.. I am doing alot better, I think I am coming to realize that the D is coming and I just need to accept it and try to get on with my life. She called me this morning and I didnt answer, she left a VM saying that she used the joint acct and she will put money back in what she used. Asked me when I will be gettiny my new check card for my acct. I didnt call her back, I just sent her a text and then we started talking for a little while. She asked if I found someone to go to denver yet, I said that I may have found someone but he has to check to see if he can go. I told her that I would let her know. She said okay and that she may not get the time off to go if my friend can not. I told that is okay, I will just go by myself...she said just let her know. I said okay.