thanks, f21. I agree, I think it is helpful/healthy to get it out, but its also really against my nature, so hard at the same time.
I hate thinking about what he is doing, so try not to, but wow, when things like the earrings hit me, it just is so freaking hard. but I'll get thru it...slowly but surely. somehow, someway, I'll do it.
beautiful day here...supposed to even be a bit on the warmish side. gasp. will likely have the kids out all day today, have some friends coming over so will be good for all involved.
need to buy a new journal, think I'll do that while s5 is in school.
here's a wwyd. h bought d3 a jumper back in september. he was at an irish fest with ow (gag) so I'm sure she helped pick it out. that jumper has sat in her closet ever since...I just can't put it on her. do you all think I should just suck it up and put it on her? or should I just pack it in the suitcase when h has them and he can put it on her himself if he wants to? am I being petty by not putting it on her?
h has never told me she helped pick it out, but she was with him (I've seen the pics) for at least part of the festival, so I have zero doubt in my mind she was involved.
any thoughts?
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