What a good year this has been.....

[forever21]

Kman... So glad to hear from you again!!!! Thank you!

You are SOOOOO helpful. I agree that face to face would be best. Yeah, I'm feeling rushed. You don't know how good it is to read your words of support on this not being a rush from my perspective. I know better, but H accused me of being stubborn and spiteful and even vindictive when I wouldn't talk to him last week. I see that he just uses that try to manipulate me and get me to do what he wants. He knows I wouldn't want to come across like any of those things. If I wanted to drag my feet on this, I wouldn't have called and scheduled a L consult until today... and I doubt I'd be getting in this week in that case. He just deposited the money for that into our account today, and only because there was a threat of me cancelling the appt if that didn't happen. Sorry, just venting.

I am feeling rushed though. I need to take your advice and believe that there isn't one.

About the appraisal... I'm glad you bring it up again.
If this is not my property to purchase, then wouldn't that be none of my business to check up on?
Do you have something in mind that I'm not thinking of?

Great - me? Hmmmm....we'll go with good for now, but you sound pretty good too. Glad to see it.

Haha. Good one. Yeah, I am doing pretty good, but you always sound pretty good too. What's goin' on, Kev? I wanna hear.


Okay, I'm gonna vent some more and be done with it ....
I received another email and text message from H today, and reading it just didn't make me feel good. I felt angry and resentful when I read it, and I have not replied. He's now text messaged me twice to get a response on my appt time. It's the only thing in the email I need to respond to, so I'll do that tonight. I've been feeling like the victim a lot lately, though I don't know how inaccurate that really is. That is where the anger comes from I'm guessing. It's nothing like I used to experience, but at least it's something more than just numb I guess. Another positive is it passes quickly because I'm able to just walk away from it.

On a positive note, I stayed up late last night for my movie and popcorn. Usually go with buttered popcorn but decided to make kettle corn in my Whirley Pop, and it was super yummy. Watched Vanilla Sky, since I was just picking from what is here and I couldn't remember it. It was entertaining enough, I enjoyed it. Dogs took turns laying next to me. We enjoyed the heat from the fire in the wood stove. Sure made it feel cold in the house today without that.

Wish me luck tomorrow at my appointment with the lawyer. If there is time leftover, I'll be getting info on D.