WAW hasn't walked yet, but emotionally dead

[mako]

W and MIL stopped by tonight. It was nice, but they were not here for long. W had to pick up some clothes for the week. She also took the dog for the night, so I'll be sleeping alone.

Earlier, W called me while they were checking in to a hotel and complained for about 5 minutes about her mom. They've been together all weekend, and I guess MIL was nagging her all day about her driving. I actually enjoyed listening to W complain, it was more like old times when she would tell me so much.

Not much happened while they were here. I talked to W a little about what she did this weekend...the interaction seemed fine. She asked about my trip to the C today, I told we were working on me trying to learn to open up more. Her response of "yeah" sounded really sad...I mean, this is getting at the root of her problem with me. Then I said I hope she can find one soon as it is really helping me out. That's as close to a R talk as we got.

I don't know if I'll see her much this week. They were talking about all these plans, plans that I have not and likely won't be invited to. We'll see what happens.

EDIT: well crap, W called like the minute I posted. They found a place, she is moving out soon, probably the end of this week. She didn't tell me when I was there cause she didn't want to make it worse with her mom there. God I'm a mess right now, it's like it's hitting me all over again.

W also said MIL said I looked really sad. That in turn made MIL sad so she started crying in the parking lot after they walked out of our place. Everyone in the world thinks this is the wrong decision except the one person that matters.

Maybe I will be more successful in detaching with her gone. Seeing MIL today just made me feel so sad about everything, I guess they could tell.