CVA - Figuring out What's Next

[Not Much Left]

Hey everyone
Thanks for your comforting thoughts and great advice
I think she has chosen to speak thru her lawyer as she will not speak up. I don't care anymore, do whatever, be silent, I don't want to deal with that anymore. I was thinking today how she feels like I don't act like an adult dealing with life, hmmmm, its real adult behavior to avoid things and be too chicken sh#t to talk about your problems let alone what is going to happen that you are causing to happen.

On the brighter side, was at starbucks and could have sworn a hottie blonde was checking me out!!! Or maybe she is too blonde to know you shouldn't look twice at a sexually deprived 44 year old!!

Thanks again L, Puddle and sunny...btw, I'm good, just a stressful day as I had work to do and got preoccupied with preparing for my mtg with my lawyer. My heart was beatin like a bunny all day, hard to be "in control" of a lawyer when emotions are involved.

C