Oh something positive I forgot to mention for me. Last night talking to W on the phone. She put me on speaker phone, said she doesn't want to hold the phone to her ear. I bet she's IMing someone and needs to type, whatever. So I mentioned how she never used the headset converter I got for her new phone before I moved out. I guess it just bothered me because I got it so she can use the headset she used to like and used and she has never touched it. Not even a thank you. Not sure what her problem is. Anyhow I guess my tone of voice must've went up a little and apparently triggered her. So she got all mad and started being sarcastic, moking me and etc etc. Being very mean. All the bits she does when she gets mad. Out of control. I manage to apologize for triggering her and stopped the crazy cycle after a little bit and didn't panic despite her being out of control with her anger. So it didn't escalate as it used to. A positive step for me even though she said she would work on checking her anger and not seeming to making an effort in doing that. She said she feels like I'm talking down to her and making her feel like an idiot. Whatever.... I just wanted to know why she doesn't use the headset anymore..... Maybe I was just irritated that she can't even tell me why.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
