Help me thru this sitch

[Pudmuddle]

Hi Puddle!

I am a natch at flirting . But it could be my insecurities too coming out, so I have read. But I do like to kid with people too, alot.

Yes, I have been absorbing MLC stuff like a sponge because it fits to a tee, most of it. I did read about the long haul part and that got me a bit down, but then I remembered this has already been happening for a few years so just MAYBE we are on the downside...time will tell.

I am feeling good about what's happening, maybe it's because I want to feel good and haven't for so long, I am now getting addicted to feeling good, lol. But I also feel great because I know I can survive w/o my H if he chooses another path. I always thought I could, just didn't know I would actually have to face it. Knowing it and facing it are two different animals.

I will let you know what happens with my H's unusual behavior right now...because if I try to overanalyze again, it will make me crazeh.

So for now, I go with the flow and see what happens.