Good luck to you, I feel sometimes like you do that I am spinning with little or no direction. My sitch is really quite different, yet very similar. I understand the struggle to fight for your marriage. Keep your head about you and try to DB.
I wish that I could offer more, but good luck!
Me: 33 jacka** whom lied, stole, cheated, and basically treated DW like crap for years DW: 29 kind soul who gave too much to me over the relationship
S7 S4
M: 7yrs Bomb: 10/19 Seperated: 10/24
The worst reconciliation is better than the best divorce