Still stuck in Limbo Land

[MariS]

Could use some PMA and <hugs> today.

WAH-MLCer "seems" to be punishing me by not communicating, or when he does, its w/profanity & I've done something wrong, again.

I know he has his followup dr. appt in the morning and he has to be worried about it, especially since he has HAD to cut out his vodka intake, completely.

Trying my best to GAL, had a business event this weekend & due to ill parent's health a friend drove that parent in town to see grandchild and my event. WAH-MLCer was livid that he was not told ill parent was coming. I didn't know, since ill parent's daily schedule changes from day to day.

Then WAH-MLCer asked me to take off work yesterday, so we as a family could have snuggle time w/child. I did, then WAH-MLCer proceeded to ignore me for the day completely. MIL thinks the friend/OW could be pressuring him...I'm not sure if she is still in the picture of not. I do know one of his guy friends is in town for business and this friend is not a reputable influence.

I am starting to have HUGE anger issues, again, but am trying SO VERY hard to "As If," when things are not. WAH-MLCer can't even kiss me...sex is just pure sex. At least, he hasn't been watching the porn on t.v., just old 80's programs.

<sigh>

Must focus on child & I.