So H called this morning, all hotels are full in the city he's working in...he booked one in OW's town for tomorrow night.
I said, "So you'll be staying in (her town)?"
He said, "Yeah. Is that okay?"
I said (with calm), "Does it matter?" (Thinking, really, not much I can do about it at this point.)
He said, "I haven't talked to her. She doesn't even know I'm here."
Sigh. I'm keeping my head above water so far. It's just so hard to keep all the lies from the past at bay, and not sure if it's smart to shut them out. I want to believe that he's past it with all my heart.
