It is hard to describe intimacy, but for me..

I love the sound of the door when I know it is my H...
(when we ML) The feeling that came over me as my H reached for me at night, that I was his and that he was mine...
I could talk to him about anything (even if we didnt agree)...
that he knew me as no one ever did or will...

Well, we don't have a connection right now, mostly, he is unable for the moment to form a connection, but my answer I guess is that all those little things I've mentioned bonds us together. I never saw procreation as the goal of my M.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.