LN, I often question my sanity - why I continue trying so hard - and for me it comes down to our family unit. I had children to be a part of the 'team' with H and I. H always treated me like a partner up until this crisis and I keep trying so we can once again be partners and the family team. I know I do not need him, I WANT HIM, but I feel my kids NEED both of us. I could D and find another mate and not make the same mistakes but what about the new mate - he too will have his own issues & baggage - at least with my H I know the good with the bad.
Ask and thou shall receive. This is so weird. I was just asking myself the same thing a minute ago. Why the heck I'm trying so hard and if it's worth it... thanks for answering my question.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
