So....interesting "observation". W said she dreamed about me last night. Usually that means she had a nightmare about me. She doesn't have good dreams about me majority of the time. :P Usually it's always me cheating on her. I'm the most loyal person you'll find. Talk about her being insecure.... Consider she's the one that had the EA. I've never ever been untrue to her. Well, at least she's "thinking" about me.
Well, this one is interesting. She said she dreamed about me with a 19 year old. She said she can't make out the details and nothing is going on but just we are together. She said it bothers her a lot more than she thought it would compare to if she's awake. I just said, hmmmm maybe all those walls are down and you aren't conciously suppressing your feelings huh? She just brushed it off as it's just a dream.
Kinda interesting to observe that it really bothers her if I'm with someone else. A bit ironic don't you think since she's the one that insist on us breaking up and won't give us a chance, and she's the one that wants to go look for someone else. Also interesting that she dreams that I'm with somebody a lot younger. Maybe her insecurity is coming through with her thinking that I'll find somebody younger and supposedly better than her. I really hope it doesn't take me to find someone else for her to realize what she's losing. Sometimes I swear these WAS need a 2x4 to see things clearly as well.....
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
