Jar, I'm so sorry for what you are going through. I know it hurts so badly. You will never be replaced even though it feels like it.
I have two quotes that I have posted on the wall beside my desk. They seem to help me when I'm having a bad day.
"Comfort and prosperity have never enriched the world as adversity has done. Out of pain and problems have come the sweetest songs, the most poignant poems, the most gripping stories. Out of suffering and tears have come the greatest spirits and the most blessed lives." Billy Graham
I know you're watching over me And I'm feeling truly blessed For no matter what I pray for you always know the best.
(((((Hugs))))))
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon