Still trying - Not very well

[limbo]

You are both so right....
For the first time in along time, I feel calm, I feel that I don't have to be paniced, and I don't have the little niggle in the back of my head telling me to be careful!
So I am focusing on that, and not letting the negative voice come back into my head!

Retro is a wonderful thing, and I think anyone who can should do it...it is very meaningful and it is done so well! I will be an advocate for this program no matter what happens!