Well, you were way overdue for your crying, so that's good. He didn't walk away from you while you were upset, was concerned, that's wonderful. You both are working through serious issues, and its going to come to a head every once in awhile. I am sorry you are so tired and sad. Its ok to feel this way, I think. Especially where you guys are at the moment. You stood up for yourself and your issues, while also admitting the things you might need to improve.

Goals for trip: relax, sleep, relax some more. Enjoy that you have each other to yourselves and let the vacation happen. HUGS!