WAW hasn't walked yet, but emotionally dead

[mako]

Interesting. Talked to my W's brother last night, just about how I've been handling things. I guess W told him that I seem to have really done a good job accepting what is going on and letting go and trying to move on. I guess that's a good thing, right? That's the impression I'm giving off by GALing, being nice, not bringing up R talk, not begging etc...so she's noticed these things, I just hope that they affect her positively.

W and her mom are stopping by tonight. I don't know if it'll be for a long visit or like a two minute stop in, I honestly could see it going either way since W seems to want to be around as little as possible. Hopefully it's longer, my MIL is very nice and always treated me like a son...she wants us to stay together but does not feel it's her place to tell W what to do.