We dialogued again last night, which went well. After I thanked H for signing up for the stuff with retro, and told him it had suprised me. He said that he know what hurt and pain he has caused, and feels that we were sent to the this weekend by someone, something...its something we have both felt, there have been alot of things to make us think that, even down to Saturday, we had to be at the church we were married in the morning for a tour of the church with our S7, and we both thought how this was something, to be there, and it being our last day of retro. H also said that he feels that if we can help another couple then its something, he feels it is something we should do...he said in away its his penance, that God has said I will forgive you, but you have to do this, but he doesn't see doing it as a punishment...this really blew me away. He also said he is going to take his retro book with him when he sees IC and talk to her about him writing his story. So I am hoping that we have now really turned the corner for good, and that we truly now are ont he road to being a happier couple.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
