I understand your feelings I really do. I can't give you any advice because I too am in the same boat. And you are right, this MLC thing really does s*ck!
Be strong and pray lots. We are all here for you...
TOH
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!