Welcome back. I have outcrazied her in the past. She just spirals even angrier and becomes more vitriolic. She sent me an essay that my S9 wrote about Christmas, and running into his parents room to wake them up, and how happy everyone was on Christmas. WTF is she doing? It really angered me. Is she that clueless about how I feel, and about how this stuff kils me? really, again WTF?
That aside, I do not kiss her as#, as I previously have done. She sends me an occasional email, I respond when I feel like it, if at all. I'm not crusing Match.com, but it's easier to think of what life might be like alone. Much easier than before. I cannot control here vast insecurity, HER neediness, (you've never told me I'm the most beautiful woman in the world, at the 20 year mark) I will not be the robotic automoton that she is: "My opinon and stand on our marriage are the same as they have been for several years"---thanks for the news report.