And so it begins...

[LostInMN]

She feels that there is something underlying in my psyche that makes me act impulsively, that I reach for the immediate satisfaction, that it's always about me first, make sure what I want is what happens first then worry about the fallout on others. I didn't think about the fallout when I decided to surprise her by moving out, nor when I snooped into her cell phone, nor when I tried to get a trace on a cell phone number, nor when I did so many actions that led up to this whole mess a month ago. She feels it would just be more of the same not caring about their feelings if I were to move back in. I know, good thing/bad thing, but I know she'll just be even more pissed if I try and go back again. I did the whole "no wrong time to do the right thing" story, that daughter won't be as effected by dad coming back as she will be by his being gone, she wanted to hear none of it.